Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Checking back my email and mailbox and found that it's really become my encouragement here.
Stress up recently and wondering how longer I'm going to hang on.
By God's grace and mercy to me
so far still under control..
It was so happening la!!!!!!! arghhh...
Must be too relaxed before
and now finally realise how stress is it..
Continued to move on as I know I'm not alone.
With God,with friends with family still.

Friday, February 17, 2012

1,2,3,4,5 days of continuing diarrhoea..
waaa..what is going on with me.
And the stubborn me wanted to be more clever that the doctor
and decided to keep delaying my consulting time..
Racing with time as well as why after tahan 5days only consult to doctor.
It was so many happening recently as well la.
As this sickness moment,especially you are alone in beyond your own hometown
it make me to miss home suddenly..
Between I give thanks of a bunch of friends who are always around me and advise me to consult dr earlier.
Although I might not listen to you at the first time,Am really appreciated every single words or action you guy have did to me.
Thank you kawan
Thank you God for your wisely choosing of people and placing the people around me.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

A new challenge in this sem

3 days 2 night camp..
Was great and seriously lot of unexpected harvest.
A trip where were mainly occupied by UM students and staff.
Don't know why I was involved in this camp.
Met a great mentor/leader who was really passionate in doing great thing.
Learnt a lot and is time digest what I supposed to do for the next.
Campus Crusade for Christ
Assistant most of the uni student to build disciples in their campus.
And this is what I supposed to consider for the next.
Am I really capable and willing to take up the cross?
To me,it was quite easy to form any prayer group(regardless small or big group)
but, the responsibility beyond this is really struck me in deciding my next step.
Consistent in maintaining; commitment in doing.
It really make me to think twice in making any decision regardless how small the decision is.
Why am I be placing in this uni and meeting lot people around me.
I believe it was not accidentally but with the Lord Purpose
So,what should I do?
Prayed that a decision making is not based on human's desire,
but above all
the highest master and the bigger picture.
Lord,I need your wisdom from above.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Damn bored spending my time in mahsa and doing nothing..
Few hours just flow through few pages of my books.
seriuously no idea what am I doing.
ohhh,i should go look for some entertainment la..
1room,4wall,no roommate shown there's extraordinary quiet and lonely sometimes.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Ohhhh no,am I still in CNY mood..
Can't focus myself to deeply look into a complete chapter.
Maybe,it's another friday and following 4days will be my holiday.
Decided not going back to hometown
because to allow myself to have a better mind to sort thing out
and settle down for my exam..
so welcome my books and goodbye my holiday..

God does exist

God Does Exist

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me."

"Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

- Author Unknown