trial finish so how about Stpm??

It's has been long and tough for past weeks...
Exam,exam and exam..
Have been trying but not the best for this trial yet.
Gonna put more effort because the FINAL is coming soon.
Happy and rejoice because trial was finish today.
But,the burden seen like getting heavy and heavy..
Can really feel the stress is stepping nearer to me.
ooo...Goshhh!!!
When the moment you seen many people surround you started to get Serious
it's really make me to buck up..
I meant serious this time although I mentioned many times before.
Want exam over soon but don't want time passed fast.
So fickler people.
We want enjoy life but we do not want suffering.
Is that possible??
hahahahahahahahahaha...

MOoncake festival

Suppose to read more book for tomorrow trial exam,
But,I cannot even stop myself for blogging.
Mooncake festival,
I have been long time didn't celebrate it.
Sister has make a suggestion to celebrate this year.
Unwilling to do this due to trial exam is by the way.
Although how unwilling,I will do that instead.
Just because to pay my role as a family member.
Trying to spend more time with family right now.
Always offers to others,
Am I neglected the people surround me??
So,I'm trying to do what I can.

STOP IT

What I have did is too OVER,too much...
Enough for being so playful,it's serious when I came to realise this.
Sorry,sorry sorry.....
Although this never know who was wrong,
YOU or ME,
Just knew that I should STOP everything.
Or not I cannot even find back the truly me,
I'm so despicable,I let you down..
Should keep a distance from you and this is the BEST way I think right now.
What I meant,
was there is one side to withdraw 'itself' out and lot thing can be prevented.
I choose to be that.
And I hope I can DO that.
I don't wish to destroy everything,
I just wish to have a little PRICE when I came in front YOU.
I just wish I can reign my holiness to YOU.
Frankly speaking,I cannot even forgive myself NOW...
What change your world,
to me is all craps because I can't even change myself.
When I came in front you,there is only 'shameful'
Lord,I can only seek for your help now.
Forgive me for what I have did.
Renew me which what I hope now.
Sorry for i didn't appreciate what You have Given me.

Heavy rain,heavy bag and a woman just for her daily bread.

I'm just do nothing when somebody need help.
A woman came to my house to sell josstick,
Heavy rain,heavy bag.
Can imagine how tougher her life,
wanted to support her,but im doing nothing.
Change my world...
MAke me feel so shameful..
Because I cannot even change myself,
hate being people that can talk lot craps,but i did that..
Lord,you are the one who teach me love my neighbour regardless religious,
Sorry,I fail to do that...