I love being silent somehow..
Well,it's nothing wrong to become noisy also.
The most I get into crowd,the most I love being alone.
Weird??i think so.
Maybe it's all pre-exam symptom.
It all get me suck!!!!
Arghhhh!!!!
Besides all this,there's one thing which I think it again and again.
How I wish I do not know you.
you once encourage me.but you make me feel discourage too..
Can't trust on people,
It make my statement true and strong again.
Don't blame me for being cruel and heartless.
Because there's really no one can make me trustworthy.
Do not promised,
Promise mean nothing to me,it's all crap and false.
How I wish this,how I wish that..
But it's too late.
Anyway,I'M not the kind of people as you think.
Again,I pray for away from this town and the people.
It's not about I hate the place and people.
But how I wish I can go to somewhere that nobody know me.
Really,the feeling to escape myself from being away is stronger.
At least,run away is a good solution from me.
I will be back when the moment I can fully renew myself .
Maybe,the moment was the time you all really know who am I actually.
You will go before me,
And by now I only can put my hope and prayer onto YOU..
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Something I never understand..
There's always something which keep in your heart
and never feel like want speak it out.
Do you??At least to me..
Today,there's one more thing make me feel so 'Disappointed'
Again,I do not wish to express everything out or I CANNOT.
Whatever,the space in my heart getting smaller.
Somehow it's hard to know a person well.
He/She might be a good one in front everyone
but how you really know it behind all these..
Like I always will thought that there's both parts responsibilities.
Where there's demand,there's only supply.
Never,ever blame who is the part doing wrong.
By this time,something is more important.
I knew that by my own strength,I might not have the ability to stop the worst happen.
What I can do is withdraw myself from the worst.
Keep on praying and praying.
Hopefully He above all may listen to what my heart say..
While I was praying,
I was thinking how many time He can forgive men
as we keep doing wrong.
Does He turn away our prayer??
Does He feel disappointed to us too..
Maybe,one day He will get tired and give up on us.
Evil stand tall and victory.
and never feel like want speak it out.
Do you??At least to me..
Today,there's one more thing make me feel so 'Disappointed'
Again,I do not wish to express everything out or I CANNOT.
Whatever,the space in my heart getting smaller.
Somehow it's hard to know a person well.
He/She might be a good one in front everyone
but how you really know it behind all these..
Like I always will thought that there's both parts responsibilities.
Where there's demand,there's only supply.
Never,ever blame who is the part doing wrong.
By this time,something is more important.
I knew that by my own strength,I might not have the ability to stop the worst happen.
What I can do is withdraw myself from the worst.
Keep on praying and praying.
Hopefully He above all may listen to what my heart say..
While I was praying,
I was thinking how many time He can forgive men
as we keep doing wrong.
Does He turn away our prayer??
Does He feel disappointed to us too..
Maybe,one day He will get tired and give up on us.
Evil stand tall and victory.
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