again...

Always heard people said,
you must have confidence,
believe in yourself.
It's true,
But i think I'm over-confidence,
That make me think everything is too easy,too simple,
It's proven,
over-confidence is not a good thing.
The first day I took back my math paper,
Gosh.....
Never,ever believe,
I fail it..
I can ever fail the most(could be said my quite interest subject),
Such a shame..
Maybe,
To me such a stubborn person,
I need face some blow
before I stood up again.
Read a bible verse:
those who work deserve their pay.
Yes,
who are never get a subsidise
without paying any effort,
the world is fair,
how mush you pay off,
You will get in the end.

I need some time,please.

There is rainbow after the darkness day.Hope is in front.Seek the hope,seek the desire.

Crying make you be Stronger,

Crying make you comfortable,

Crying make you to Distress,

This is all my friends told me.

Burst out today,

First time crying so terrible,

in school some more.

And crying is uncontrollable.

Pipe opened,

tears was warm and salty.

Look highly of myself,

Thought can overcome it,

But,

broke down.

All the thing crush together.

Whatever how strong usually I was,

How cool the surface I gave,

This time I'm need to admit

I'm weaker,

But Not Loser yet.

Stand firm,be strong.

And there are still lot friends who are concern and caring me so much.

Love you lot.

Be grateful that I have you

Behind me always.

Words come from God,

''He will give me struggle,let me fall down,not because He want to see me as a failure,Is the Faith to you,to grow up.He gave me a hardship at the same time he gave me strength to carry on,whatever how heavy the burden,It never beyond my limitation''

20th of June

20.06.10
'It' comes across my mind again.
Cover it well,
because I do not want to CRY.
It's no use crying over a split milk.
Making myself busy and tired,
so that I do not have the extra time even a second to think about it.
Do not know why,
the most you want to hide it,
the most it explore.
Strengthen me to pass this day.
Read a book,
it was interesting.
Talked about our life like a TEST.
God may test us different way.
Maybe,
HE wanted test me by LOST IT.
And there was a REGRET in my life.
Through this,
always telling myself do not let regret in my life.
Because it is definitely PAINFUL.
Like a wound which is bleeding..
''Father day''
sound like so unfamiliar and stranger to me.
Deeper my wound AGAIN.
Questioning God,
why you so cruel.
But,
my sis told me,
maybe it was RELEASE.
to you or our
maybe...
because I'm only can ACCEPT
under such condition without choices for me..
Learn not to be so emo+ing.
Do not want anybody sympathy.
I think I can overcome it...
Learning,
Be strong+ing..

Trying to settle down my emotion now..
Hopefully,tis year,
i can do it,
overcome it,
be strong,be strong..

JB trip

Going to Jb,city square.
Had a whole day shop.
From 1pm to 9pm.
shopping,eating,movie+ing.
Praise Lord,have a great day.
Walking,walking,walking.
my foot was paining now.
I tinf im wearing a wrong shoes today.
It was important a pair of nice shoes,
I meant,
not only such expensixe shoes like Nike,Adidas
are counted noce shoes..
Just need a suitable shport shoes.
The purpose of shopping today
was finding a sport shoes.
walked in uncourtable shops,
in the end,
cannot find a nice one.
Sad,
where am i going to find?
Jie jie said going to Bugis to find it,
hopefully we have the time..
looking forward my sport shoes..

Just came back from singapore this afternoon..
Have a great fun hanging around with friends.
Appreciate the moment,
eat together,took picture,
how nice the life was,
times passed fast,
everyone will go back to the normal lifestyle soon.
hopefully we have the opportunity to gather again.
Friend,
we need it.
and must learn to handle with care.
Be grateful that we can know each other.

Im growth up lo..

waa...
looked back my past blog,
feel like very silly when doing those thing,
tat might seen very inportant at those time,
now,
it's changed,
And it's does not so important now...
Am I getting bigger or mature??
Undeniable,
sometimes found childish in settle thing,
so far is more mature now..
Hahaha..
Be strong, be stronger,be strongest..

Rm31.50??worth...

Went to photostep shop just now...
With happy happy mood that I finally finish it,
Cnt wait to see my project,
with much satisfactory and proud,
Finding a shop to print out my 'fruit'
it's sunday,
lot shops are not opened.
Drive from home to town,
and drive back again.
Finally,there is a shop
with a big board wrote 'rm0.04 for photoshop,
Thought that 46 sheets should around maximum rm10+
when paying,it shocked me...
RM31.50...
make me neither cry nor laugh..
Good thing there is enough money in my wallet..
Well,am i be cheated??

exam weeks over..

Over the mid-year exam.
Yet should know that more tougher thing is waiting in front.
Be consistent,
just do not wish to lost the desire of study,
seek it hard,
learn to take good care of it..
Writing blog right now,
with different mood and emotion,
more stable, more relaxing and enjoying..
Maybe had put down a little bit of stress.
Flash back the exam week,
study hard for bio,
do not want to fail again.
give thanks that i fail my bio at the 1st term,
so that more i was more motivate to study for this time.
Yet cannont finish the syallabus,
do some stupid mistake that can cause me lost lot marks,
anyway,i GIVE THANKS
Because i didn't let myself down.
Look upon on him,
commiting to him regardless the result.
Thanks that YOU are took good care of me
from above..