Trust

I believe I touch on this topic quite a period ago. Trust. Yet it's still my bigger lesson to learn. To trust. Somehow the feedback may not be sweet but otherwhere else.

Rushing back to kluang early morning and ready some simple stuff. Another trip to Melaka. Not for fun this time,sending mom to Pantai hospital for the operation. On the other hand,as a leader going to lead a group to mission trip. As a child,as a leader. What's the responsibility I'm bearing right now. Confused?Feeling want crying loud. Bible saying honour your parents. Since like this time I'm not making a right decision again.

Argghhh!!!!

Up and down feeling sucks me.. Kinda feel disgusted and unfeeling well.. So many thing on hand, Definitely am a person dislike Stress.. I believe everybody same with me as well. Who cares. Franking speaking,dislike doing thing can't even please myself. It's hard if you can't enjoy the thing on your hand. By the way,so many thoughts was running over your mind. One heart,so many feelings. one brain,so many thought. Hard to focus. It's beyond my control. Certain thought,certain worries,certain people keep rushing out from my mind..

mom

Sometimes not only parents worry for their children.. It can be other way round. Aiya,mom will go for check up again. I insits wanted to drive her out all the way on next week Yet my sturborn mom just scared for me to drive.. Instead of taking the bus alone and wasting the time on waiting..haiz.. Mom,im no longer the little girl le.. I can take care of you as well la.. Maybe not firm in financial yet.. But i promise for my rest of life. Im not only take up my own cross. But im still wanted to take yours. Lord,grant mom a mercy journey and may the report will be all well..