Holding so many thing in your hand
yet we always should learn how to 'Let Go'
At least,at these moment,
we should learn how to let God take control in everything.
Experienced a lot of sweetness and bitterness recently..
No one else will understand.
Because at the most time we all are relying on our own Feeling rather than open heart to people.
Rather we expecting others will understand and know exactly how we feel.
In fact,we know it's all impossible.
Every individual and organism is different.
So many time we tend to make an ASSUMPTION based on how we feel and what we see
Yet,how many of us will tend to look at the inner part.
As always,human's natural assumption will defined people based on the surface.
Not disappointed on the people.
Even myself is imperfect and no one else.
Draw the wisdom from above.
Teach me how to look people as how YOU are.
Put away all the pride and self-ego..
Even You had humble yourself.

Ohhhh...been busy buried myself in so many way..
Sometimes,i have no direction where and what I supposed to do for the next.
So many thing on your hand yet you don't even know how to prioritise it..
Argghh,I need a better time management..

Breakthrough

No matter what your decision is..
Just remember the Lord is go before us
and He is preparing every single big or small thing/people with Purpose for you
take every step with Faith
And fully trust on His providence and planning.
Breakthrough,and to glorify His name with God/right motive but not man's desire.
And,you will find how blessed you are
Because God had chosen you in among of His children..
It's more than enough for you to
Give thanks=]

Checking back my email and mailbox and found that it's really become my encouragement here.
Stress up recently and wondering how longer I'm going to hang on.
By God's grace and mercy to me
so far still under control..
It was so happening la!!!!!!! arghhh...
Must be too relaxed before
and now finally realise how stress is it..
Continued to move on as I know I'm not alone.
With God,with friends with family still.

1,2,3,4,5 days of continuing diarrhoea..
waaa..what is going on with me.
And the stubborn me wanted to be more clever that the doctor
and decided to keep delaying my consulting time..
Racing with time as well as why after tahan 5days only consult to doctor.
It was so many happening recently as well la.
As this sickness moment,especially you are alone in beyond your own hometown
it make me to miss home suddenly..
Between I give thanks of a bunch of friends who are always around me and advise me to consult dr earlier.
Although I might not listen to you at the first time,Am really appreciated every single words or action you guy have did to me.
Thank you kawan
Thank you God for your wisely choosing of people and placing the people around me.

A new challenge in this sem

3 days 2 night camp..
Was great and seriously lot of unexpected harvest.
A trip where were mainly occupied by UM students and staff.
Don't know why I was involved in this camp.
Met a great mentor/leader who was really passionate in doing great thing.
Learnt a lot and is time digest what I supposed to do for the next.
Campus Crusade for Christ
Assistant most of the uni student to build disciples in their campus.
And this is what I supposed to consider for the next.
Am I really capable and willing to take up the cross?
To me,it was quite easy to form any prayer group(regardless small or big group)
but, the responsibility beyond this is really struck me in deciding my next step.
Consistent in maintaining; commitment in doing.
It really make me to think twice in making any decision regardless how small the decision is.
Why am I be placing in this uni and meeting lot people around me.
I believe it was not accidentally but with the Lord Purpose
So,what should I do?
Prayed that a decision making is not based on human's desire,
but above all
the highest master and the bigger picture.
Lord,I need your wisdom from above.

Damn bored spending my time in mahsa and doing nothing..
Few hours just flow through few pages of my books.
seriuously no idea what am I doing.
ohhh,i should go look for some entertainment la..
1room,4wall,no roommate shown there's extraordinary quiet and lonely sometimes.