Welcome back to blogger..
More than 1month++ haven't touch my blogger page..
Busying??Not really..
But seriously had enriching my holiday..
Less than 1 month time to stay in my beloved place or people.
Sad yet looking forward to step out from my comfort zone.
Finally had convince myself to accept the fact.
What I meant?hmmm..
Most obviously is obey Lord's will..
Dreams versus reality.Reality won.
No more medicine study,no more missionary doctor,no more Sabah,no more oversea.
Mahsa College University(first reaction from public was-where it is?what is the well-known course)
It's definitely cannot compared to our well-known local U likes UM,USM,UKM and etc..
Keep my head held high,the problem always lied in our own self..
So,I was proud to get in my uni and my course(seriously)..
And sincerely thanks from my bottom heart.
From decision-making time to the moment of providing.
Lord,you always there for me..

Much rest that never had before in my life..
Honestly,am really grateful that what I had in the past few weeks.
So much fun,so much laugh,so much and so much..
Promised myself to have a long break before college start.
Yes,I did it..
And I know I had enough,really enough..
Be prepared..
Started to complete the shopping lists now..
Found out there was so many thing I need to ready..
Wooo..girl really had so many thing compared to boy lo..
Hahaha..anyway,am enjoying to buy my own stuff..
Give thanks.
Thanks Lord for the timing and your great plan.

Called to the uni yesterday.
Received a good news that my application postpone to July intake was successful.
14july-the actual date to enter uni life.
Looking forward yet so afraid.
Adapt the new environment,people and so many again.
So,it means another 2 months,I,gonna said goodbye to my lovely one.
Sound like still gt long time eh..
But,preparation start now lo..

Trusting You are in control..
Always remember what kor Isaac had tought us..
He will always grant us the way regardless it's our desire
He will still allow us to do all thing,
The destination will still be the same.
What the matter is journey and process..
God is just like a GPS,he will always grant you the shortest distance and the best.
The final destination is same,
Is either you follow his way,
It's no wrong to have your own way,
B'cz it always recalculating to make sure you are on the track.

Thank you Jesus

Thank you Jesus for grant me a way
when I was in struggling and moment I'm gonna give up..
You are an awesome God who never give me up..
You go before me and take control of everything.
It's never enough to say thanks to what you have done for me..
You watch over me
You grant me strength to stay strong for each time setback.
You grant me wisdom and patient in making every single decision.
Praise the Lord.
Thank you..
You are the only one deserve all our prayer..

There's Purpose in every situation you are regardless good or worst.
If God close the way for me and I believe He had the best for me.
Doing the best I could right now and decide when all option in front me.
Somebody told me do not make a hurry decision,
everything Is Ok either in waiting or making decision.
Yes,I'm chasing the best not the time.
This is the only way I can comfort myself now.
So,restart everything again..
Application form again,I'm gonna send you off..
Please send me some good news.

Giving up??

Finally at home today...
And take a good rest at least..
What all this happen to me?
Totally no idea.
So tired..arghhh..
Is not physically,
but mentally be challenged..
Another decision making time
Looking forward another opportunity yet worries about the setback again..
So discouraged and disappointed.
Sometimes questioning what's God really wants me to do..
Which path should I taken.
NO matter how strong and determine the person was,
trust me there's a time I can't take it anymore..
How long I can survived
Honesty,I myself can't answer this question now..