1st year,1st sem,1st clinical posting.1st week in Pantai Hospital
Truly grateful and thankful..
I thought I will get more scolded or ignorance from the physiotherapist at hospital
errr,out of expected,Lord had mercy to me
faithful and love..
Gain more than lost..
perceptive changed..
towards patients and therapist too..
Realised what I can do more for the people and how important the therapist impact the patients.
It was really make my eyes open,
the way their approach to patient,
and the kind of PASSION..
Right now,be patient to wait as it's not my time yet.
4years to go,a good starting,may a good ending too..

Should I or Shouldn't I
change my room to a room with air-con and heater
and the price different is just rm35..
Hmmm..
3reason for swinging my mood to change
i)the noisiness from the highway and ambulance
ii)dirtiness of the block
iii)damn hot during day and night

2strong reason to keep my mind to continuing staying
1)enjoy a single room so far dn hv a roommate(strong reason)
2)the nice warden and guard under my block

So,how is it???

Happy to fail

Just had my 2nd OSCE today...
An test actually..
Fail my test..
But,this time I'm not feeling sad at all but great to fail..
The reason I fail wasn't because I can't answer the question
On the other hand,i answered all my question well and quite satisfy to myself..
So,what caused me fail actually??
Funny but a great lesson to me..
I don't know how to take off the shirt..ahhahaha..
Simple and yet is caused me fail.
Is OK..at least I'm satisfactory..
And I will remember to request my patient to take off their shirt next time..

hectic city,headache me

Lunch break!!!!
Using my precious time to drop by,
back from raya break and gonna to re-adapt the study mood again..
Already 2 days suffering from diarrhea
Gosh!!!
and again the Stress rush up to me..
Within a month gonna finish the whole part of body,2exam,presentation,folio and so.....
Arghhh!!!
throughout all these,i learn not to give myself too much of stress in stead of doing my best..
I placed all my trust onto Your hand..
Yes,I Can,I do and I will...

My first clinical posting had changed from a stroke centre to a hospital..
And actually I preferred to go to a hospital and explored more..
I gain what I want just the matter it's a bit far from my hostel to the hospital..
I knew that the distance should not be a problem to stop me to learn more
and there wasn't always come my way,between,I'm still give thanks..
Unhappy during the process of changing,don't wish to do the trouble and irritating thing..
I'm still did that..
Confusing on what I had done...
Right?Wrong?In-between??
Whatever la...

Having my first formative exam in this morning..
And few of us having a practice the night before..
Thought of preparation should be enough to cover today exam because there's only palpation part..
Guess what,the moment i received the paper was none about practical skill and all about theory..
Gosh!!!! Although I had read what I have learnt in these pass 2 weeks..
But the question come out was the question I never seen before..
Now i only realised how little part I had cover only.
And so much and so much I need to read more..
A bit down?sad?discouraged?exhausted...
Each time I will say I'm learning from the mistake
but how many times more I can afford myself to make a mistake as I'm entered the tertiary of my study level..
Arghhhh!!! As i think I won't have much time to WASTED like this..
Buck up!!!!
I just need be more hardworking,That's all!!!!

STRESS UP!!!!

hey hey hey!!!
Guess what,blogging had became one of my greatest entertainment in my uni life..
It's not mean there was no fun in mahsa(kl) but you definitely will appreciate the time you have to stay in the room..
seriously..
Officially started all my seminar and lecture in this weekend..
Felt so discouraged,disappointed,unfair and STRESS-UP..
Can you imagined our lecturer is expected you to done all thing in less than a day time..
(is not my lecturer's fault)
I meant just because we are from July intake people and ACCIDENTALLY or PURPOSELY mixed up with the April intake students
and we supposed to rush for our study and catch up with them??
they took 3 months time to study most of the chapter and we need to took 1day to fulfill what they did in the past 3months?
besides,different people you met(character,personality, and etc) was a great lesson to me too..
shortage of books and....
What a unfair treatment we are given??
Who you should point your finger at??
GOSH!!!! ARGHHHH!!!
These is what people called enjoyable uni life?
If in this case,I been cheated la..
the roots of education are bitter,but the fruit is sweet..
So true and totally agreed!!!

Although there's so many and many unsatisfied
I learnt to put my eyes on YOU and GiVe Thanks..
At least I can find a peace and great support from YOU..