Hmm..
Should I go for a back-pack before Uni start?
I wish to..
A time for me to plan all the journey
because I'm the only traveller..
Short-distance,all the way to KL..
Hot sun,the only thing in my consideration..

Mindset set.
Decision made.
Feel of releasing.
Next,act on it.
The hardest part,
More strength to draw.
Everything going to end soon..

back to normal

Hope it all goes well..
Take it in control,Lord.
What's my purpose,focus on it..
Keep your command..
And this may be my last time be to telling myself.
Stop what it doesn't belong to me.
Thank you for the happiness and joyful moment which you have lent me..
It's time I returned all this..
And back to normal..
And back to the first time we met,which maintain as a stranger.
Forgive my cruelly-ness and stubborn-ness..
Because there won't be happy ending..
Pray for you silently in my heart and blessing to you..

In-between

In-between??
Black vs white=grey
Have you ever in a position called in-between?
How does it feel?
Same as the feeling I had right now??
Hmm…
To me,
I always disagreed in-between
Is either black or white
Is either you want or don't want
Is either you can or cannot
Is either Yes or No..
I wrote this actually is a reminder to me..
Since I can't accept In-between
And yet I need to act it first..
Is a mindset,is a decision,most important is a Pride to me..

1+1=2

Shouldn't start all these from beginning..
Never thought of the seriousness of the matter..
It's like no sense while all this happened and only speak a lot here
Yet,I cant't even seen any changed..Seriously..None..
Time will be the best medicine for the hurt??
I'm don't know,but if in my view..
I think is WON'T..
Repent??Sincere??
Thinking now..
I thanks God for your present
yet I wish I won't meet you from beginning..
There's purpose behind all this..
Just like if I never met a group of awesome friends
and I won't end up to meet you,Lord..
1+1=2
Nothing can change the fact.
No matter how one's trying very hard to change all these.
Yet,it always and still be there..
Sometimes,I'm hated myself too..
for finding excuses rather than changing myself.
Is easier to think,how about to act?
At this moment,I can't find even 1 reason to support my stand..
I know what is wrong and yet I have no courage to stop it..

1st July 2011

tik tok tik tok!!!
waaa,1st of July..
22days to go..
Ready to go,physically more than mentally ba..
but,i believe I can overcome all this.
Because,
He goes before me.
What should I afraid??

Welcome back to blogger..
More than 1month++ haven't touch my blogger page..
Busying??Not really..
But seriously had enriching my holiday..
Less than 1 month time to stay in my beloved place or people.
Sad yet looking forward to step out from my comfort zone.
Finally had convince myself to accept the fact.
What I meant?hmmm..
Most obviously is obey Lord's will..
Dreams versus reality.Reality won.
No more medicine study,no more missionary doctor,no more Sabah,no more oversea.
Mahsa College University(first reaction from public was-where it is?what is the well-known course)
It's definitely cannot compared to our well-known local U likes UM,USM,UKM and etc..
Keep my head held high,the problem always lied in our own self..
So,I was proud to get in my uni and my course(seriously)..
And sincerely thanks from my bottom heart.
From decision-making time to the moment of providing.
Lord,you always there for me..