The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken. [Psalm34:18-2-]

Hurtful and heartbroken heart... Take it easy but not take it in heart.. It is hard but I learnt and prayed.. Lord, I have nothing to offer but this heavy heart..May you take it,fix it and heal the wound..

Hey friend, I do miss you. How have you be so far???

It is very random for me after a period of time I decided to express my feeling in words. It used to remind me when someone is/are uncontrolled or emotional breakout and turn into harsh words. Did you remember you used to say word like a sword. It truly reminds me to have the self-control especially when we can't control our tongue. My tears warmed up my cheeks once I used to complaint and throw all my unhappy matters to you, you are no longer my vessel now. I do miss you my friend, your encouragement and your patience to listen all my negativity in turn you turn into positive fuel for me.

mahsa intake

Finally,year2,sem1. Happy yet I know more to cover as I grow and be a senior. Flash back on the day when all the juniors are rushing and busying in consulting all the seniors and orientation. Doesn't really involved myself in the day of orientation. Actually it was damn bored as you are trying to show the parents where and how's the mahsa is. The Child(ren) nowadays is/are so blessed la. This is what i can said. As you trying to showing and pleasing the parents around, so many thoughts keep pops up on my mind. Is nowadays kids get used be spoon-fed. Or simply the parents loved their child too much. It's not right to just judging people, but it's very to sorry to say that this is really what I see. Do you believe an uni student yet their parents are still help them to find out everything. Where is the library,where is the cafe,How is the hostel. The main thing is from the beginning to end, you still unable to know where is the child.. ohhh noo~~~ What to do?? They are simply too blessed.. Heard from one of seniors, from this branch,there's really a lot of mummy-boy. Hope this 4/5years they may change from a boy to a man. At least,take up the responsibility being who they are. As we know,they are the future professional who are being doctor,nurses,pharmacy and etc. So may this bad influenced won't pass on to next generation..

Trust

I believe I touch on this topic quite a period ago. Trust. Yet it's still my bigger lesson to learn. To trust. Somehow the feedback may not be sweet but otherwhere else.

Rushing back to kluang early morning and ready some simple stuff. Another trip to Melaka. Not for fun this time,sending mom to Pantai hospital for the operation. On the other hand,as a leader going to lead a group to mission trip. As a child,as a leader. What's the responsibility I'm bearing right now. Confused?Feeling want crying loud. Bible saying honour your parents. Since like this time I'm not making a right decision again.

Argghhh!!!!

Up and down feeling sucks me.. Kinda feel disgusted and unfeeling well.. So many thing on hand, Definitely am a person dislike Stress.. I believe everybody same with me as well. Who cares. Franking speaking,dislike doing thing can't even please myself. It's hard if you can't enjoy the thing on your hand. By the way,so many thoughts was running over your mind. One heart,so many feelings. one brain,so many thought. Hard to focus. It's beyond my control. Certain thought,certain worries,certain people keep rushing out from my mind..

mom

Sometimes not only parents worry for their children.. It can be other way round. Aiya,mom will go for check up again. I insits wanted to drive her out all the way on next week Yet my sturborn mom just scared for me to drive.. Instead of taking the bus alone and wasting the time on waiting..haiz.. Mom,im no longer the little girl le.. I can take care of you as well la.. Maybe not firm in financial yet.. But i promise for my rest of life. Im not only take up my own cross. But im still wanted to take yours. Lord,grant mom a mercy journey and may the report will be all well..